I’m not someone who usually clicks on the what’s trending section of Facebook but today I did. I loved watching Wentworth Miller in Prison Break, so I was curious what about him was trending. What I read was nothing short of amazing and I’m sharing it’s entirety here because I believe more conversations need to be had about mental health, weight, and why we should STOP judging others based on their weight.

You do not know another person’s struggle until you have run a mile in their shoes. Weight, as myself and millions of other’s know all too well, is often a symptom of something larger

Let together commit to making a conscious choice to stop judging others by their appearance. We are all people, flawed people, in need of love – let’s extend that love to each other.

When I look at this picture of Wentworth Miller, I see someone beautiful. Kudos to him for being vulnerable and using something that he could have chosen to let shame him, to help others who might also be struggling.

Wentworth Miller

These words are a direct quote, copied from his Facebook page.

“Today I found myself the subject of an Internet meme. Not for the first time.

This one, however, stands out from the rest.

In 2010, semi-retired from acting, I was keeping a low-profile for a number of reasons.

First and foremost, I was suicidal.

This is a subject I’ve since written about, spoken about, shared about.

But at the time I suffered in silence. As so many do. The extent of my struggle known to very, very few.

Ashamed and in pain, I considered myself damaged goods. And the voices in my head urged me down the path to self-destruction. Not for the first time.

I’ve struggled with depression since childhood. It’s a battle that’s cost me time, opportunities, relationships, and a thousand sleepless nights.

In 2010, at the lowest point in my adult life, I was looking everywhere for relief/comfort/distraction. And I turned to food. It could have been anything. Drugs. Alcohol. Sex. But eating became the one thing I could look forward to. Count on to get me through. There were stretches when the highlight of my week was a favorite meal and a new episode of TOP CHEF. Sometimes that was enough. Had to be.

And I put on weight. Big f–king deal.

One day, out for a hike in Los Angeles with a friend, we crossed paths with a film crew shooting a reality show. Unbeknownst to me, paparazzi were circling. They took my picture, and the photos were published alongside images of me from another time in my career. “Hunk To Chunk.” “Fit To Flab.” Etc.

My mother has one of those “friends” who’s always the first to bring you bad news. They clipped one of these articles from a popular national magazine and mailed it to her. She called me, concerned.

In 2010, fighting for my mental health, it was the last thing I needed.

Long story short, I survived.

So do those pictures.

I’m glad.

Now, when I see that image of me in my red t-shirt, a rare smile on my face, I am reminded of my struggle. My endurance and my perseverance in the face of all kinds of demons. Some within. Some without.

Like a dandelion up through the pavement, I persist.

Anyway. Still. Despite.

The first time I saw this meme pop up in my social media feed, I have to admit, it hurt to breathe. But as with everything in life, I get to assign meaning. And the meaning I assign to this/my image is Strength. Healing. Forgiveness.

Of myself and others.

If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. Reach out. Text. Send an email. Pick up the phone. Someone cares. They’re waiting to hear from you. Much love. – W.M.” ‪#‎koalas‬ ‪#‎inneractivist‬ ‪#‎prisonbroken‬

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www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
www.activeminds.org
www.thetrevorproject.org
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